The past few days, I’ve been thinking of how heartbroken I’ve been with Zack’s passing. Of course, I am – he’s my little baby. That doesn’t change even if he’s no longer physically around. He’s embedded in my heart in a way only other furbaby parents can relate to.
Lately, I’ve been figuring out how to put my heart back together. It’s not an easy task, I know.
But at least Zack’s unconditional love was lesson enough that I’m enough just the way I am. I don’t need to be everything to everyone. I don’t need to give more than what I can offer. I’m worthy of love just because.
Yet I want the people who love me and who I love in return to be active in my life. I have no idea how to accomplish that though. I’m not rushing through my grief, but it would be nice to feel something else than the confusing ups and downs of grief.
Here’s hoping! *fingers crossed*
